i dont know

i just realise i got no one to talk to when i m feeling down. kinda feel like a failure of myself. i felt really upset for the past few days..i dont know whether the problem is on myself for being too fragile or i being too sensitive all the while??or that's other people's problem. i dont know and i never dare to think about it.
i thought i can rely on u..but i found out that i shouldnt and i couldnt. i am just being too innocent and stupid to be believe in u. maybe i should just learn to be independent again and grown up, turn a new page of my life....maybe..its really the time for me to grow up.
maybe this is just part of the reality of the world. we shouldnt trust anyone..and I SHOULDNT too...sorry...